MY LIFE....!!

I hate my hostel2 d core.... for the food ..for the ppl there....warden....EVERYTHING.....i dont wish to live there even for a moment

I hate my college life... nothingz great about it.... if this is how a engineering life z supposed to be.... den I HATE IT

all that z good about my college is its infrastructure... thatz it... d ppl here.... i dont want them in my life....
i hate the way my life is right now....
i've got messed up into a world that i myself happily entered into... I DONT WANT THIS>>>

BUT whoz here to listen to me... CaN SOMEONE LISTEN >>>> i want to get the hell outta here....
naahhh ... no reply ... i know.... no one would ever give a damn to it... i dont mind... i dont blame u .... its just my frustration that am trying to throw it out here...

i cant show it anywhere rite..... am supposed to smile all thru and stay happy.... and yes i am ... AM HAPPY....
huh...!! feeling a lil better now....

missing u loooootttttttttt supriya

..... i want to get back to my childhood again just to be wit u.... :(



lifez all messed up now to explain it to u in simple words.... so forget it.... CLOSE THIS BLOG AND MIND UR OWN BUISNESS >>>>..

PHeeeeeWWWW......!!

Now am i supposed to laugh at myself or crib for being such an idiot....

DO u believe this.... i've opened this blog after 2 and a 1/2 years 4rm now....

wait..lemme tell u what went wrong...

after my last post....i dint open my blog for many months... and then forgot my password...
i hardly knew much about all this ...all i could do was sign in,admire my blog,post and then sign out when am bored looking at it .... so dint even know how to recover my password.....
hmm.... so now....

ha ha ha... so much to tell u ...

i've finished my intermediate...with 87% score... not excited about it anymore...

then about eamcet.... got 54720 rank... hehe :P many digits i know.... not justeamcet... wrote many more exams...VIT...IIT...AIEEE...BITSAT..name it and i wud say yes... but yeah i wasnt successfull in any of them....
althought i cud make it up to get into NIT for architechture(dad was very happy with it) ... got an option to take up animanion as my career..buti dint opt for for any of them..may b i was meant to be somewhere elz...
with this rank i obviously cant get into a good engineerng colege,.... but i didnt want to lose .... i wanted to join a reputed college at any cost... by "at any cost" i dont mean i was ready to pay any amout for it...i was stubborn... i wanted a free seat...the normal one...
struggled a lot for it... net ..newspapers...adds... what not... my eyes went around everywhere...
tried out for SASTRA ... dreamt a lot for it... tried it with agents (basant) ... but even he could make it..
then again with many more colleges.... BUT as i already said... i wasnt meant to b there.... or may be those were not meant to be mine... hehe... :P

chalo... atlast...luckily ... i got into GITAMs.... wondering how.... GITAM was then newly recognized as a UNIVERSITY .... and they took up admission based on intermediate....
soooooooo/...... am a GITAM student now.... a UNIVERSITY student.... DEEMED ofcourse....
good to losten rite??
yeah... but kind of struggling here.... HOSTEL ... FOOD.... ACADAMICS.... handling it all myself... atlast i,ve started being independant...
but then ... missing family a lot....
hmmmmmmm.... forgot to tell u ..... supriya left to california mean while.....
missing her a loooooooooootttt.... :(
new set of friends here... new kinda life(sucks) ....
i only get to meet my family for holidays....
now am in 2nd year... just finished my 1st semester exams.... did horrible work....
1st year was good id a 8.2 cgpa...
now will b leaving home tommorw for a 20 days vacation... coolna...
will eat mom's food...wow.... njoi wid my sister deepthi... at late nites... roaming on bike... eating every roadside junk... yipeeee.... will meet my frends shraranya and srujana... suith might b there for his vacation too... will njoi wid him

hahaha

bye for now....
hope i dont forget this password for the next post...:)